I am alive

Suddenly, the world it comes, alive; like everything is in high definition. My senses become abnormally receptive to every sound, every movement, around my static form. I have never felt so awake. Overly lucid, it’s as if I am dreaming, floating in a constellation of raw stimulus.

Subzero waves engross me, warping my entire frame like a clear blanket of electrifying clarity; I’ve been clad in naked finery. Replenished are my ambitions, revitalized are my visions. I feel a strange, eccentric sort of metallic adrenalin creep through my veins. The sounds of the world embrace me in unison, echoing in formation of a tunnel;- a pathway, - destiny , set especially for me.

 A simple word, ignited this rejuvenation, this uprising. I am brand new. The scars of yesterday don’t faze me, they seem alien to me; I’ve been subject to selective amnesia to which I feel no sorrow. I thought I’d lie lifeless at the bottom of the sadistic ocean in which you drowned me ; I lost hope of ever being receptive again ; but my corpse, it gained life , it disintegrated your iron prison . I feel no resentment, I surprise myself when I realize, -you don’t mean anything to me anymore. Your tears, your cries, your curses, your drunken rants, your schemes, your empty threats, your need of endless comfort, your false vulnerability,- I feel nothing toward you- and for that I rejoice. A new era has dawned and it’s outshining yours .I’ve attained clarity once more. I am alive- mind, body and soul.