Dear Wave
On this empty night, my soul yearns for your skin. All doubts and insecurities disintegrate when we hold each other in filling silence. It's like our hearts speak to each other without having to say anything all. I worry I burden you with my vocality when I miss you. I cannot bear the thought of pushing you away. I want, I need you to be close to me. Impractical as that sounds it is what I desire. No amount of helpful advice will fill my heart against you. To me, you are God's blessing. I trust the goodness you try to conceal. Sometimes I feel like loving you might just be a suicide mission. I might never know until I am dead. And darling that is the beauty of it all, the best dreams I have, are ones where I am dying. That's a mad world lyric. It's not what it is, literally. Take it as you see fit. You are my ultimate obstinacy.